between the legs

 I've got a secret 

between my legs

and no I'm not a man

but I'm constantly misunderstood by one

I've got a soldier

 between my legs

and though I don't battle in the field 

I battle in the court room

I've got a lover

 between my legs

she only longs to be loved

but she represents fear and pain

I've got something

 between my legs

but there's a human attached to them

and a heart and soul that's hard to find

 but loves to whisper.

slave to the pillow

 I am a slave to sleep,

I cant keep my eyes from closing,

fuck a friend, fuck a relationship, fuck a meal, all I need is my bed

forget about that 60, forget that he played me, forget that I'm hungry af

see?

its better if I just

keep

my 

eyes

closed. 

are you helping me or digging me into a deeper hole?

who knows?

I wont wake up to find out.

my chains get stronger each time I fall

deeper

and

deeper

into my pillow.